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Date: 15 January 2009 14:57:52
I seriously need to cut back on my caffeine intake. It is (quite genuinely) wrecking my life. On days where I don't have much, just enough to drive away a headache, I'm much more capable and intuitive. The temptation to overdo it is huge when it might, possibly, lead to a brief warm glowing buzz where everything's brilliant and life's, well, brilliant and it's all just, you know, brilliant - but that happens seldom enough now to make me think I've overdone it. Instead I fall ass-backwards into morbid anxiety, which isn't a good vibe in any circumstances.
I'm also fairly ashamed that since it's a question of proper addiction, I have recently been known to purchase Coca-Cola products to calm the hunger (thou shalt not purchase Coca-Cola products, as any fule kno). Very recently. In fact I haven't finished it yet.
Hm. Since I began trying to get back into shape, it seems the only thing I'm definitely allowed to consume is large quantities of water. Never mind.