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Date: 08 May 2009 09:40:31
Grr. Work. Rant.
Let me expand. Work is driving me round the bend at the moment. I feel like every move is being watched. My boss is on my case all the time. This week she has complained that she can never find me, complained that I am in the office too often and not seeing enough kids, then given me a whole load of admin work to do. I also have been forced into running an event that I don't want to do and will be incredibly difficult to manage at 7 months pregnant.
In January she called me into her office to tell me that she didn't want me to have anything to do with Area A or Area B (which, up until this point had been what most of my time had been consumed with). This week she has asked me to do both and has given me the impression that she is cross that I haven't been doing them. I can't win!
Yesterday I went to our other site for a meeting, which turned into two meetings and then lunch. I got the third degree from the deputy about why I was there followed by sarcastic comments everytime she saw me followed by her grilling another colleague about why I had been there at all.
I know that I should sit down and talk to her but a) she is completely unapproachable; b) she is likely to think that I am trying to dodge work; c) I'm a bit scared of her and d) I am tired, hormonal and emotional and don't want to end up crying on her (she doesn't cope with tears at all well).
Its kinda winding me up and and completely demotivating me. Which is why I am writing about it rather than getting on with some work (not that I can figure out what work I can do anymore).
At least its Friday (which I celebrated by having a PopTart for breakfast).