I am alone

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Date: 06 February 2005 11:19:42

Ahhh! I am alone. I'm listening to Jars of Clay. I am walking slowly. I am putting honey in my tea. I am closing my eyes, and moving to the music. I am sitting with my head back. I am holding out my palms as some kind of offering, an offering of myself.

Praise God for the body of Christ. I love them.

I can not relate to American Christian kids songs. I can not relate to seventies folk tunes. I can not relate to sitting in a hall. Where are the trees? I can not relate to group singing. I can not relate to long talks.

I am not called to be the same as everyone else. I am not called to keep a low profile. I am not called to wander far from home. I am not called to let things be.

Surely I am not alone. Where are my compatriates? Where are my peers? Am I alone?