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Date: 30 August 2005 12:57:01
Which is kinda cool, 'cos in the crowds I hang with, I've always kept my age a bit of a secret. I felt that I was too young to be listened to. But not anymore.
Now I feel that people are actually listening to me. It's a bit scary. I'm so used to being extreme and idealistic with my suggestions, to which people would listen politely and move on. Now it seems that people stop to ponder what I have said, and try to think of ways to implement my ideas. Scary. I've had to start thinking about what I'm actually saying. And stop complaining, 'cos people seem to want to fix everything around here. Sometimes I just want to say how I feel. I guess being an idealist, I often think that things are often not the way they should be.
I like being 30 because I know who I am. I think being 30 is scary because now I have to be who I am. And I feel like I had better hurry up about it, 'cos life is slipping by. And I'm getting a bit bored.
Must go and party.