Perspectives

Date: 04 June 2007 06:44:22

I currently feel very lost.

I used to have alot of certainties, but now have many uncertainties.

I used to know what I thought I should believe, but now realise that was other people's voices

I used to know what I didn't believe, but now realise that I may have been wrong

I used to ignore what I didn't understand, but now want to see the value in those things

I used to draw straight lines to follow, now I go round in circles

I used to "do religion", now I want to "do discipleship"

I used to hide in churches, now I want to breathe in the world

I used to have a fluffy God, now I have one beyond my understanding

I used to have a book that I picked and chose from, now I have something I want to take seriously and wrestle with

I used to have boundaries, now I have choices

I used to think, now I dream

It used to be simple, now I'm very confuddled