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Date: 25 August 2010 12:54:45
Tomorrow I head off to Greenbelt, getting to chill with TOH, Third Party and my (not so) baby bro for the weekend; aswell as various friends from my past and present, real and virtually based. I am looking forward to it, hugely.
At the moment I am facing abit of uncertainty, regarding life, like where I will be living from 15th September and what I will be doing to support myself. I have in the mist of "doing life", which includes developing my relationships with Third Party and TOH aswell as my LPT studies and trying to sort the uncertainty, lost focus abit on the research and why I came to Durham in the first place.
GB will be good as it will give me some space, I hope, to just breathe and refocus. I am scared at the moment and when you are scared it is good to be around frineds. However, in the mist of this being scared I am not fearful. It's like my dear agnostic dad was saying yesterday...something along the lines of, "it will all work somehow, and being a Christian means having the explanation of why and so I should be more confident than anybody".
Being abit scared is natural, but being fearful is debilibating and is something the devil, I believe, uses to stunt the growth of our lives in all sorts of ways, not just spiritually.