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Date: 12 July 2010 15:05:04
I feel at the moment as if I am floating in a sea of what if's. In the grand scheme of things September is rapidly approaching and I am left still saying, "well.....I just don't know". People are now needing to put plans in place for the coming months, and are needing answers I can't give. Opportunities are arising but they are the sort of opportunities that require you to know where you're going to be and whether you're going to be about in the evenings or not.
Third Party is putting her plans in place but needs to know for certain what mum is doing. She needs to sort her plan b's out incase mum isn't going to be in the North East. That in itself sets in motions a whole raft of if's and buts. She is being sensible and setting up the appropriate meetings to find out what the score is if I do have to move and she decides not to.
There is stuff in the pipeline, but it seems at the moment as if there is always stuff in the pipeline but no actual answer forthcoming.
Ian's post has been useful but at the moment I would like a certainty I can't have. I feel like I have stepped off something and am now floating unsure whether I am Major Tom who's lost contact with ground control and is heading for oblivion or whether I am in a controlled free fall, with a parachute ready to open and destined to land on soft ground.
Note: no comment really needed on this, just wanted to get it out somewhere.