Mind full of mush

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Date: 06 November 2004 10:55:35

I'm having a bit of a wonder. As I expressed in an earlier posting I'm getting a bit worried I'm swapping one Christian sub-culture for another, but @ the same time I feel that I am actually breaking out of something and in to a different kind of presence of God, through doing wider community and being able to explore with other people asking similar questions and using the same everyday language and cultural references, as well as changing the ways I chill with God generally.

However I am still unsettled that this is just a repackaging for the current generation and an excuse to talk about alot of relevent theory and drop in some cool references without actually getting out there and doing something. - Just read through this and realised that the amount of times I have used "I" is scary.

Think act one of my resistance to the onslaught of modern life will be to try and get away from this labelling of myself and the different parts of my life. Will just attempt to be me (whole God created package) and move on from trying so hard.