Nothing deep and meaningful just another reflection

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Date: 26 January 2005 17:57:29

Ok, I know I should be packing and not on here, but that's not how life works. With all the piles of boxes around at the moment and even more piles of stuff which should be in boxes but isn't I just want something that's "normal".

Right I also know there is no such thing as "normal", but you get what I mean. I just want something to be as it always is, was (well has been for a reasonable length of time) and hopefully will remain for a while. Basically it is starting to hit how much change this year has already entailed and the fact it is only the start.

Now change is not bad and with the odd exception most of the change I have experienced so far can be looked at from positive aswell as negative viewpoints (e.g. new flat has bigger lounge), and alot of the change to come should be very positive (just got confirmation my second reference has been sent - sorry Jack I feel abit funny mentioning it knowing the **@@**!! you've been experiencing with the notepaper for yours - now I just have to wait to find out if they'll take me and then sort out the funding if they do, but that's an adventure to come). Still we know what to expect when it's "normal" and it's the unknown with change that's the awkward bit, I think.

Just need to hold onto the fact that there will still be alot of the familiar mixed in with practically all the changes. Hope it's been a reflection rather than a moan.