Date: 18 January 2005 04:39:40
The long holiday was great, but it has reluctantly come to an end. I start classes again tomorrow so it is back to the books.
But starting school again is even more depressing than before. It seems that just when I am sure that the decisions that I have made are the right ones (about my future career) something happens that makes me re-think the whole thing. I had finally given up and faced the reality that dreams don't come true, and that we have to start over with goals and plans.
Now I am not so sure, but I want to be. I want to go one direction or the other never looking back and not having regrets.
I have prayed for guidance and wisdom, but I don't know what to do next.