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Date: 07 May 2011 08:00:10
I was going to say for reasons beyond my control I’m moving on, but that is not true. If I want to be able to do what I want in life then I need to move. I however am not feeling ready for that. For the first time in my life I get up on a Sunday morning, and look forward to church, I don’t mean I look forward to seeing people, I mean I look forward to the service, I’m not ready to lose that yet. I also love the city I live in, it’s home, which again is not something I’m used to. It’s not like I’ve hated other places, I just know I want to stay here, and not be somewhere else. I know that I’ll be fine, I’ve moved enough times for that not to be an issue, but that doesn’t stop me being sad about it right now. I’ve got a few months to get used to it, which I can’t decide if that is a good or a bad thing, but hopefully it will give me time to get used to it and look forward, and not to dwell on what I am losing.