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Date: 17 October 2010 20:09:35
I’m having one of those moments when my brain is a jumble of thoughts, and I’m not quite sure what will come out as I write, but we shall see! Life continues to bumble along, without ever really sorting its self, and with others lives regularly crashing crises into it, which I can’t fix but want to. It feels like nothing is settled in life, like I’ve thrown up all the pieces and am standing waiting to catch at least one piece and put it in place, but in the mean time I’m getting distracted as a watch one or two people heading for train crashes while they may or may not be looking, which may or may not be of their own making. It doesn’t matter how much I’ve been in those crashes or not I can’t stop others from repeating them just from a slightly different angle. As well as trying to throw and catch pieces, stop others from train crashes, I’m also trying to steer my own train towards some points which I’m not sure if they are going to be moved so I can go down one track or the other, at the moment I’m not even sure which track I want to be on, or how soon I’ll reach these points. Also the pieces I’ve thrown up will they stay above the train in some suspension of the laws of physics or will they land where I was, so that I need to find new pieces where the train has now reached.
If you understood this your doing better than me!