External processing, the Steve way

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Date: 20 July 2008 01:14:03

Do you ever find there's so much going on in your mind that you can't process it in any logical manner, and the only way to get it out is to just splurge it, either verbally or written? That's exactly how I'm feeling right now. So, in no particular order:

One of the answers seems to be coming to me at last... but I don't know what I'm supposed to do with it now.

Tonight was supposed to be a great night out, and thanks to the people I was with, it was. But compared with other times I've been to the same place, tonight the music was lame and there were so many people on the dancefloor that it was impossible to move at all, never mind with anything approaching rhythm. Disappointing.

Why did our ex-housemate come round today to get changed and use our loo, when the place he was going to is about two minutes from our house and would have had facilities for him to do both things there? Not that it wasn't nice to see him, just that it would have been nicer if he could have come for a cuppa instead...

It would appear my impending 30th birthday is going to become an excuse for doing about ten different social activities over the next six months or so. Hurrah for that.

Why do people never compliment you on things until you tell them you're thinking of changing them? Then you find yourself in two minds about whether you should still change them, or go back on what you've told everyone you're going to do.

I know the person I want to talk to. But they're not around. And they've told me to email them, which I have. And they said they'd reply, which they haven't. And anyway, some of the stuff in the email is irrelevant and out of date now. Ho hum.

I'd better hurry up and finish emptying my brain into my computer, as I probably should have been in bed at least half an hour ago, if not more.

And on that last point, I'm off. Goodnight campers.