Sunday=sermon.....

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Date: 19 November 2002 13:02:00

my first sermon....it went ok, i guess...apart from the fact that i read it straight from the sheet of paper...but i _didn't_ freeze like last time i spoke in a church though...also the fact that i was out the night before didn't help much either...but it's over!
And they want me to do another one....
AND MY MOTHER CAME.....i was really scared after i saw her there......
but it went ok.....YaY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Visions (alt.worship) in the evening...possibly the first service in ages where i felt completly comfortable with every thing (despite the impuse to write "not me" on a poster.....i can't remember what the poster was on....probaly forgiveness......oh well....)
Some one remembered me cos i laughed(first time in ages!) in the Pub after the last service...:)....that cheered me up:)
it was very good:)
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Monday:
college :(
found out friend had been suspended for 3 weeks from school for self harm...blew up...really really really wanted to ring up and yell at the head for crap student policy...(which i experienced first hand...bullying :mad smilie: ) But i didn't .
Got home.
told mum
mum yelled and didnt' give me tea......(sister not allowed to leave the house or phone boyfriend)
mum went out leaving me and sister A
sister A phoned boyfriend
i made food
Tuesday:
highlight seems to be mum still mad at me
and I AGREE WITH BERTRAND RUSSELL
now that is a scary thought!