lonley last night

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Date: 16 January 2003 11:05:00

very very lonely...but i survived it...
written more worshipy stuff, called it discover (a bit of a cheesy name i know) and organised various bits...
only i can't do visuals cos i don't understand powerpoint...i don't like computers...
i'm now wibbling on about nothing really...i tend to do that when i'm upset, i wish i had some friends in York, only i feel really pathetic when i say that. mind you i feel pathetic anyway, always moaning and complaining...Why can't i be more cheerful?

and then i go and type a load of whining rubbish which no-one in their right mind would want to read.

At the moment my msn name/sig is from Stevie Smiths poem, not waving but drowning. It sums up my mood perfectly...
another wonderful from a song is Matyn Josephs Aching and Longing:
Just an aching and a longing to be loved.
and the line in my version (but not AnnieP's - i wonder why?) goes
To be special to someone to be precious to love back to know how to love

I cried a bit...ok a lot...:'(

hugs all!
sophs