honesty

Categories: uncategorized

Date: 27 May 2003 18:57:37

I don't know whether i should be honest on here...i can't work out if there is the same policy on the wibsite as there is on the ship.

I'm guessing not, else i'd have been told off for being a moron and posting loads of crap, but i'm not sure....I't a bita of a dilema really I'd like to be honest, i'd like to be real...but at the same time i'm not sure if i can be. I'm not sure if i want to be either...the comments on the ships policy thread were very guilt tripping...all i wanted to do was post "i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry" but i didn't , cos i didn't want to brad k the rules...

so i'm posting it here...being a complete wimp and posting it here, where i guess that people will read anyway, and i guess that the hight up bods will find out...but i'm posting it anyway...

All i want to say is i'm sorry. I'm sorry for being a pain and hurting peoplw when i am hurting, i'm sorry for putting burdens on people, or worrying them, i'm sorry for being a complete fool and posting piles of crap....I'm sorry for crying to people or moaning and whineing at people, and for being selfish and mean...

I'm sorry.