Categories: uncategorized
Date: 02 September 2003 22:45:53
I HATE DEPRESSION
I hate it...i hate the loneliness, i hate the comfort eating and the binging and the starving and the self hate that is rife with all the crap...i hate the long sleves and all the assoiated crap
I hate lying to everyone when they ask "how are you"
I go back to college in two days. I am scared. I am scared of failing again, of getting bad results, of sturggling and getting behind with work, of everything associated with succeeding at education.
I must do well. I must succeed. I must be perfect.
Dear god don't let me fail again.
Please.