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Date: 15 April 2008 11:50:05
I've printed it out, and am taking it to be bound today.
I've applied for the job I'm going for (should hear whether I'm shortlisted in the next week).
I've even made a short list of photos for photography - found 15 out of over 300, and only need to cut three of them.
So why aren't I happy and bouncy and full of yays?
At the moment I'm terrified, and incredibly nervous. I don't have any reason to be, my next deadline is the 29th, and as long as I have 12 images I'm sorted. I need to decide an order, and do a bit more cutting and sticking and work in photoshop, but I'm not panicing about getting the work done. My exam is on the 19th May, so plenty of time to learn/revise, so I'm not panicing about that either. I'm panicing about something much much bigger, my life, my degree rests on stuff that I'm about to hand in/emailed in on Sunday.
I have a plan b if the job falls through, wonderful friends who I'll have to leave behind and move to a new city that I lived in as a child.
It's so uncertain, and new, and scary.
And I want to hide in bed and watch reruns of buffy.