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Date: 15 December 2004 23:31:30
Emotionally, things feel alot better now that we have had this talk. At least now I won't be losing his friendship and that means a damn lot to me. The void in my life seems to not be there so much now. I guess that's one of the worst things about breaking up, losing your best friend in the world whom you have confided the most intimate and personal details to.
For the wedding tomorrow, I got paid twice what I am normally paid to sing at a service. That was exciting.
My housemate has shown me quite a bit of affection in the last couple of days. It's not something that I want at the moment because I have alot to deal with on my own and it isn't fair on anybody (myself, my ex-boyfriend or my housemate). It's so nice to have somebody there to listen to me when I am going through a rough time but on the other hand I am now doubting some of his advice because he has a bit of an invested interest. He is such a lovely guy but I need quite of a bit of time on my own to sort out my life (let alone the whole awkward factor because we are living together). Things needed to be sorted out with my ex-boyfriend and I must make sure that he is alright emotionally before I could ever move on.