I had some 'down' moments.....

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Date: 25 June 2005 03:49:26

... yesterday and this morning. Every now and again I remember just how much I miss the choirs I used to be singing in and the friends that were associated with them. I know it's inevitable that in a relationship break-up you lose some friends but it still hurts sometimes.

Then I remind myself how many new friends I have made and the other opportunities that I have gotten because my life has now taken a different path.

I tried and remembered all the good things that have happened this week:

1) I am getting good feedback from the show I am in at the moment (which finishes tomorrow)
2) I have a fantastic family (dinner with my brother went well the other night and I did make golden syrup dumplings after my boyfriend kindly drove down in the rain to get icecream).
3) I have great and supportive friends (this includes my wonderful boyfriend)
4) things with my thesis are going quite well (I emailed my supervisor and nearly had a heart-attack when I got an email back THAT afternoon. I think the most prompt response I have had before was within a week).
5) I got offered a semi-professional singing gig this week.
6) I will by getting my scholarship money for 2 months worth of singing.

I really don't have it that bad. I just need to remember the positive and good things that go on in my life and I need to stop dwelling on the bad things that happened.