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Date: 05 September 2005 05:26:04
Rehearsals for Hildegard are now two or three times a week. It's causing me quite a bit of stress. It's not just that the music is hard, there is alot to learn and it's so different to what I normally singing, it is awkward because a particular person is there....
...My boyfriend's ex-girlfriend has the other lead part in this production. There are a few issues there and it has caused quite a bit of tension at rehearsal. All we can do is be professional about the show and that's what has been happening. Funnily enough, she is playing my mother in the production.
I've come to realise that I am the kind of person that dwells in the past. That past relationship of my boyfriend has caused me alot of angst. There are still alot of very personal things around the house (ie. explicit letters/photos etc) and it upsets me when I find them. My boyfriend is right, I should live in the moment and stop the past affecting this relationship.