Categories: faith
Date: 26 November 2008 21:15:49
Not me, not now. Look, I've had a difficult day today, it looks like its turning into a difficult week to be quite honest. I can't do it right now, I'm sorry.
I said at the time (well, thought it) that you'd picked the wrong person. I didn't think I had it in me, that I'd be able to find anything to say, cope with the pressure. But you would insist wouldn't you? My objections just didn't seem to register. Well, will you accept now that maybe I was right?
No. I didn't think so. Why can't you realise that I'm not cut out for this? How do you expect me to see through all this stuff to be able to find anything worth saying, or more importantly, worth hearing? Another time, when I'm feeling better, but not now. Please?
But don't you want someone who knows what they're doing, who can give themselves to it properly without all this worry and anguish?
I was afraid you might say that.
Ok. Here I am.