All in the plan?

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Date: 30 October 2004 23:00:43

I was waiting for some inspiration or similar to formulate this into a particular thought, with a purpose and maybe even a point, but have now decided that will be a long time coming, so I'm going to post it anyway.

Why is it that doing the right thing by yourself is so hard at the same time? Why is it, when the sensible, logical part of your brain knows that you're doing the right thing, theres that other bit, saying 'why? can't I just stay as I am?' Would it not be a lot easier if the best thing to do were the easiest? Or, even better, if we didn't get ourselves into these situations in the first place. If things just worked themselves out, and happened the way you expected, and wanted them too. Then you'd never have the stress and worry and dilemma of the right thing, or the easiest, most comfortable. Sometimes its even easier to do the right thing by others rather than yourself.

But then, I suppose its all part of the experience, how it makes you a different person, stronger and better able to deal with the next problem. Well, thats the theory anyway. People have told me that I have lots of stength, and that I appear to be able to cope with anything. I wonder if that's the case, or if that's just the image I have successfully presented to the world. I suppose only time will tell. If there's anyone reading (even if it doesn't make lots of sense), send up a thought for strength, for anyone facing difficult times. Unfortunately there are too many that I know of at the moment, aside from me.

Good night and God bless xxx