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Date: 31 January 2005 21:01:07
Hmm, I just started this post, and before I realised where I was I'd written an awful lot without saying much at all. Maybe that's just the mood I'm in, like I need to ramble. Well, this blog is aptly named, if nothing else!
I don't know what to say really, I'm just unsure at the moment, about so many things. So much so that I feel overall a bit confused and unsure generally. About my course; where is it leading, what am I going to do about my final project, will all the hastle be worth it in the end (and add to that the possibility of exam results by the end of the week...)? About the next step; where do I want to be, what is possible, where am I meant to be, will there be a place for me here if I want to stay, if not where will I go then? About lots of things, which won't seem to form themselves into coherent thoughts in my head at the moment, which is probably something to do with the level of confusion in there. My mind is a scary place to be at times.
The result of all of this thoughtfulness? Well, unsurprisingly, I'm not sure right now! But you may have to bear with me over the next few days, as the best way to deal with these things tends to be for me to write it down. Somehow makes it all make sense, or if not, gets it out of your head and makes space for other stuff.
On the positive side, I'm making an attempt to organise a group trip to the Fairport Convention winter tour concert in Aberdare. This takes a darn sight more organising than just buying tickets when you have to find a means of getting there and back among a group of people who haven't got a car between them! We decided not to attempt last years fiasco of trains via Cardiff (Swansea-Cardiff, Cardiff-Pontypridd, and back again)- not an ideal situation, and we missed the end of Matty Groves! Fingers crossed for that one then!