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Date: 04 February 2005 19:03:08
Firstly, the dreaded computer modelling is once more behind me. It is done, and with any luck that will be the last time I have to deal with powersim! Which is a good thing.
I may have (at least partially) solved the 'what am I going to do after June' dilemma, with a little help from some friends (thank you!) and feel a bit more calm about that. This is also a good thing.
This week I went to see a really good film with a friend, which took my mind off the evil assignments, and next week I have plans to see another film with girl mates from my course. These are all definately good things- I have a social life. Of sorts.
So, with so many good things, why am I still feeling more than a little unsettled? I think I know, but I'm not sure, and definately sure this isn't the place to publicise it. But what do you do when you want to talk to a friend about something and ask advice, when you know they might not want to know about the thing you're going to talk to them about? (Don't worry if you didn't follow that, I just re-read it and I'm not sure I did...) Why do these things have to be so complicated? I think I have acknowledged by now that life (or at least mine) is never going to be simple, but every now and then I start to think that just one thing might work... :S