Categories: uncategorized
Date: 25 July 2005 19:44:09
I just wrote a whole blog and then deleted it. I couldn't make the words say what's going round in my head. This, I think, is the point where I need to be able to talk to someone face to face, and work out if what I'm saying makes sense from their reactions, rather than just waffling on a computer screen.
I'm so confused about things, about what I want I'll do next- I have options to decide between which could potentially change what I do for the next year or so- to stay or to go, to settle down or to go off and see places I've never been. I don't know, I think I'm going to have to rely on the big guy upstairs for this one. I did try to explain it, but I just ended up confusing myself, so who knows what anyone else would have made of it!
One thing I do know, sometimes it would be very nice to be anonymous. I know that to a lot of people reading this I am, but not all. Which makes it hard to explain things without revealing things you don't want to. See, I said things weren't making sense at the moment.