Lights and tunnels

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Date: 19 November 2005 23:50:01

17,000 words!!!

It's getting there. Latest feedback from supervisor was good which means I don't have to re-write the whole thing :) There's always been a light at the end of the tunnel, but now it's getting brighter and nearer. I can see then end to this, which is partly good, and partly terrifying.

I only realised the other day that while I'm worrying about the thesis getting in the way of all the other stuff I'm worrying about, the reality of the situation is that the thesis is in many ways stopping me from worrying about the other stuff. It's always good to have things to take your mind off it. For the moment, this is the thesis. Which is really good for the work. But I've realised that when it's handed in, I won't have anything to hide behind any more. Which is a Scary Thing.

I have a feeling I may collapse in a small puddle on the floor. But, even if that happens, I have fantabulous friends to pick me up and sort me out! And I'm trying to make myself remember that Him Upstairs is always there too.