Lost for words

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Date: 19 December 2005 21:54:15

Sometimes I just feel like I need to blog, but either don't have anything to say, or just can't find the words to say it. I think very often what I get out of blogging here is a kind of online version of being able to sit down with a good friend and talk about my day- good, bad or indifferent. Sometimes though, when you see that friend, you don't want to, or can't particularly talk about it. It's either too painful or (pretty much always) complicated, or the words just won't come. That's when you just need them to make a cup of tea, give you a hug, and tell you it's going to be ok, whatever it is. I suppose this post is a bit like that. No words at all in a blog wouldn't be very helpful (and would probably look like I'd messed it up!), so this is the nearest I get.

I don't quite know what to say at the moment. I've had a few difficult but necessary conversations with some friends in the last few days, and there's a lot of stuff going round my head that I either can't explain, or shouldn't online. The next few weeks may well be a little hard. I can't say more. This is just the web equivalent of needing a cup of tea and a hug.