I'm jealous

Categories: life-and-musings

Date: 12 July 2008 13:59:39

I've been spending far too much time on a couple of American Independent Fundamentalist Baptist blogs recently. I'm sure it's not good for me or my blood pressure, but there you go - it's a bit like watching a horrible car crash in a "what is going to happen next?" way.

Anyway, I admit it, I'm dead jealous. It must be so nice to know that you're right all the time and be able to ignore people who try and tell you different.

I wish I could do that, instead of just doing the best I can, and when I mess up, as I do, frequently, sighing deeply, apologising to God ("Hello God, it's me again. I messed up again. I'm sorry, can I start again?" and God sighs and says "yes,") and the people I've hurt, and starting over back at the beginning.

It must be nice to know you're Right.™