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Date: 13 May 2010 03:40:30

why is it, when i become excited about something/someone, or i have hope, or there's a smile on my heart...that sometimes i'm left holding the bag because someone let me down?  were my expectations too high?  am i just too high maintenance?  do i need to get MORE of a life?!  ...yah, that's probably it.  there are just those days when i thought i was dancing in step with someone else...and then i realized i was a fool for thinking so.  maybe i just don't understand men?  or i didn't date enough in my 20's?  or perhaps that's just the way the cookie crumbles... whichever way, i need to stop checking my email - it's driving me absolutely crazy.  perhaps i should just shut off this fancy electronic thing that understands multiple series of 0's & 1's.  yah, that's the ticket.  thank you for listening - today's ranting is complete.