oh - and as of yesterday...

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Date: 27 January 2010 14:01:11

yes, as of yesterday i had a wave of anxiety that rattled in my stomach as i realized just how much would change (and all there is to do) in such a short time frame.  but i really can't stay - as there's not much for me here.  and if i'm going to be alone, i may as well be in a city where i  have some history, right?  and it's fun to re-invent one's self and do something completely different... well, i could stay here and become a hermit.  actually, that sounds nice.  although it makes daily living tasks difficult were i to become a hermit (or at least that's how i imagine it)

in other news, i went for a walk yesterday.  around the neighborhood.  it was nice.  and so cold!  but hopefully this will be the first of many...as we've started incorporating exercise into my routine (and so far i hate it - the scheduling & doing of it... after about 5 minutes i actually enjoyed the walk - but shhhh, don't tell anyone - especially me!!)

p.s. maybe i need to find a Jedi Master, who is capable of performing Jedi Mind Tricks on me now and then... like hypnotism, only more powerful and StarWarsLike.  i may become a health & exercise fanatic!

p.p.s. someone found this blog by searching "rats and rain"... how delightful!  i bet they were surprised.