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Date: 25 January 2010 02:44:04
...the plan du jour is this: pack up boxes & furniture, hire a moving company (or rent a truck and drive myself), move into a storage unit many miles away, come back home, shine things up & paint & touch up and make things sparkly,put house on market, schedule job interviews, and then leave permanently... hope my house sells in a reasonable time, get a new job, start a new life, be happy with these decisions, and just look forward. made a list of people whom i'll ask for job recommendations. now need to decide where i'll apply, and start asking people for their support. need to start keeping lists, too... need to find out when i need to let my current employer know, too. in other news - my need to have a 'plan' is feeling radically out of control and i have no idea if i can/will let go of the wall and trust that it's all going to work out... time will tell. maybe it's time to fly? (see below) maybe things will seem easier tomorrow. time for bed. thanks for reading. . . goodnight, whenever you are.COME TO THE EDGE
Come to the edge.We might fall.Come to the edge.It's too high!Come to the edge.And they came,and we pushed,And they flew.--- Christopher Logue