help me understand

Categories: uncategorized

Date: 14 October 2007 16:48:36

...why is it that i can be looking forward to something -
and then one brief (2 min) conversation can make me feel disappointed, frustrated, unpatient, sad, and rejected..? also stupid. to tell you the truth, my innocent optimism is feeling a bit foolish.

...and the worse part? if i were to transcribe the conversation, you wouldn't necessarily see why i feel the way i do. (although, some of you might)

i've been bouncing around an emotional room recently ... my head hurts.