Categories: uncategorized
Date: 04 November 2007 05:30:17
thank you for your encouaging comments... i appreciate them :)
it wasn't a long one, but i did ride 7 miles today. my bike tires were a bit flat...but the nice people at "bike shop" did their magic and it rode like a charm...am hoping to get back out on the trail tomorrow morning. it's starting to get near feezing temps here - almost time to put the bike up for winter.
it is the middle of the night here...when i get most inspired. am in the middle of rearranging my living room furniture. however, i am a bit puzzled...and think i will basically put everything back in its original position. thus the commercial break so i can say hello to you fine folks.
found out that i will be welcoming a niece into our family around march 2008. congratulations to the family!
wasn't incredibly productive today...am working on an anglehair scarf for my mom for christmas. (as you could imagine, she does not read this blog - otherwise i would have to be much more stealth in my communications) it's that fuzzy/soft yarn...which is incredibly difficult to crochet. luckily things are going well...on my 2nd ball of yarn, and hope to finish sometime this week. it's soft and fuzzy and black...will go with anything. and she can wrap it around herself and considered herself hugged from me (long distance)
thanks for your collective comments re: finding a partner... i know, i know. i get it. and there are days when i'm happy it's just me, myself, and i. but there is a need inside that i can't explain... a need to be part of something, a need to share, a need to give... yet to give without becoming empty. haven't quite figured out how to balance all of that...[Question: do most men understand that if a woman's needs are being met, his in turn will be met also? yet if she feels empty or taken for granted, he'll never be able to receive b/c she can't give?] anyway, and after i follow-up with the excellent phone conversation from yesterday - i will be focusing my energy elsewhere. i realize it is fatalistic to envision an ending to the potential already, but i'm realistic. however, it just takes one. one person who is able to see me, with whom i allow myself to be seen.
hey! who turned out the lights!?! [dramatic topic shift]
please comment and let me know what you'd like me to write about next time: rain is open to suggestions. however, please don't suggest US politics...makes her head hurt.