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Date: 04 March 2008 12:31:35
Another snow day. Which means I have time to work on the 7 reports that I have going... whoooo-hoo! No cancelling therapy or rearranging schedules... nope, after this post I will put my nose to the grindstone. I won't even make a move on Scrabulous until they're done! (whoa- rain must be serious)
Thank you again for the comments re: my dilemma. I'm feeling much better about it. I think I've insulated myself from most all potential hurt and vulnerability over the past few years, and joining a community group/cell/bible study has revealed a crack in my armor. And the funny thing is, I'm tired of wearing the armor. The constant protection. It's so heavy and bulky, and it gets in the way... even though it's to protect, it's also a barrier of sorts.
funny, isn't it, that I've used those words to describe a situation and I also struggle with my weight? I'm a smart girl, and at some level I know the two are not unrelated.
At some point my life will make sense, God's plan will be revealed, and I'll have some level of understanding. Until that day, I'm just here... doing the best job possible.
p.s. Did you check out the Mom Song below? It's sung to the William Tell Overture.