Categories: uncategorized
Date: 29 May 2008 04:45:26
nearly doubled my visitors this month compared to the last - and it's not even over yet. think it has something to do with the fact that i've actually posted one or two things recently? perhaps.
the last day of the school year ended on a very negative note - the crazy director caused a scene, demanded control, and unfortunately i don't trust this person more than i can throw him/her, therefore i was noncompliant. and honestly, i don't really care. my boss (not the director) will contact me if she requires me to comply... and that's that. i'm waiting on the final word from my superior.
my house is in crazy disrepair... well, self-inflicted disrepair. i hired a friend to install flooring, which is great! however, it ended up he didn't have the proper tool(s) to do the job, therefore i had to spend an additional $350, which was not budgeted for... which is hard, because what on earth am i going to do with an air compressor and power tool when the job is over? sell it on eBay? i hope to talk him into doing other work and we do a barter system thing... you know, you do $350 worth of work, and i give you power tools. not sure how that'll help him pay the bills, or if his significant other would like it, but... well. humph. so much for trying the inexpensive route in home improvement projects.
basically i'm in a really, really crabby mood.
and it's not even summer vacation for me yet - my summer work starts tomorrow.
positive...something positive. think, think, think... oh! my new friend has a good listening ear, and she indulged me by listening to my woes earlier... i believe that's a form of ministry - listening, supporting, encouraging, validating... perhaps i'll send her a thank you note. too much? maybe. maybe i'll just send her something encouraging and throw the "thanks" in at the end, you know - nonchalantly. so she doesn't think it's a thank you note for listening. because that's rather silly in a new friendship, isn't it?
actually, hmmm. i'm still in a bad mood. thanks for letting me vent. tomorrow i plan to have a better day. might even literally get up on the other side of the bed in the morning - we'll see if that works.