ugh... numero tres

Categories: uncategorized

Date: 19 November 2006 23:47:28

too many ugh's today.

i broke down into tears earlier because i had to go get something from my sister (with my fever and headache and asthma and yucky feelings) as she didn't offer to drop it off herself. it probably would have taken her 23 mintues tops round trip. i guess i was just feeling sorry for myself.

and i broke into tears this weekend while watching a television show.

and started to cry when i called my father to say hi (he's still in the hospital, not eating, severely depressed after heart surgery...he should be recovering by now... and he's worrying the medical professionals).

and i wanted to cry when i went to the condo, and could see that the handyman had NOT come... so he did NOT do the work... which means he's fired, and i'll need to find someone new... and that just makes me crazy. i don't have time to be chasing down old men who can't keep an appointment.

(sigh)

perhaps i should just go to bed.
cancelled my lunch plans, dinner plans, and haven't really been productive today, either. feeling about 57% ...and that's rather poopy, if i do say so myself.

but i'm sure something good happened today... let me think. oh, yes. i found my favorite cereal (fiber-filled) at the one store that carries it... wish there were another cereal that i liked as well, but... unfortunately i need to travel for this one.

BUT I WILL NOT WALLOW IN MY BLECKYNESS! NO MORE 'UGH' ENTRIES! I WILL BE OPTIMISTIC! I WILL LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE! I WILL BE THANKFUL FOR A ROOF OVER MY HEAD, A WORKING FURNACE, FOOD IN MY BELLY, CLEAN CLOTHES, STEADY PAYCHECK... AND NICE NEIGHBORS (well, at least one nice couple who lives next door).

tomorrow will be a better day... i'm just sure of it.