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Date: 28 March 2007 04:05:47

missed daylight by a few minutes today... no cemetery rides before dusk for the rainy girl - perhaps tomorrow.

was thinking about thinking... metacognition... and how we need to envision our lives... the way we want them to be. so I must reform the images in my head - the ones that are half-empty in nature. because, truly... the best is yet to come.
I secretly hope that I can't even begin to imagine what G-D has in store for me. Patience, patience, patience... Hmmm...there are times I wonder if I deserve it, seeing as I feel very distant from HIM at the moment... but I also wonder if HE knows I need this time... and how HE can touch my heart and mind again. Perhaps one day I'll have it all figured out. ...until then, I'll just try to stay with today, and what might be tomorrow... and let HIM take care of the future (although that's a bit challenging sometimes - as I'm quite a planner)

nothing of consequence happened at work today... which, considering the time of year, is a good thing.