Categories: uncategorized
Date: 22 April 2007 07:30:40
thank you, wib community for all the hugs and tea ...i'm feeling both encouraged and fully hydrated.
news:
- repairs have been completed on property... anticipate selling the condo this upcoming friday (knock on wood)
- i am considering a career shift... same profession, just different job. the current one makes me tired.
- anticipate getting a real-life hug in another 3-4 weeks...although that is a very long time, perhaps you'll be supportive & check in now and then?
- intermittent feelings of *waiting for my life to start*
- almost ready to believe by this time next week, i may be out of debt! (except for house & car) ...can hardly imagine not paying significant student loans & other bills monthly... it will be freedom!
- somewhat overwhelmed with the number of significant projects to do on my current *new* home...
- still lonely... but i'm very strong, see... and i've been here before. it's nothing with which i'm unfamiliar. i have strategies... i cope. ...the only problem is, i'm tired of being disappointed - discouraged [in real life] when i share my needs, and others don't rise to the occasion. i know everyone is wrapped up in themselves - that's what we humans do. but when a friend of mine is in need, i drop what i'm doing, or carve out some time for them... even if it's just a phone call. i try to offer support in some way... i get tired of asking for what i need over and over and over... any suggestions?
i'm not ho-hum... not sad... not depressed. perhaps the best way to describe it is incredibly detached. i've just got so much on my plate, that sometimes i become immobilized... looking forward to some movement in the right direction. take care - be well.
~rain.