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Date: 31 December 1969 23:59:59
After feeling pretty low yesterday - and having a nightmare in the early hours which scared me I started by taking the day slowly. I keep having to remind myself to rest and go slow.
However I began to feel cooped up today. The weather was lovely and I thought I'd go mad stuck in my room. Nothing for it but to try going outside on my own.
I managed to get to the local shops (just). It was frightening just how light headed and wobbly I felt in the fresh air. The crowds also scared me - especially when the pushed past in the supermarket or when people rushed by in the street to catch a bus or the crossing lights. It's also difficult when you can't turn your head comfortably to check whether the roads are clear to cross. Still I did it - and I'm pleased I got that over with.
Back home I was really pale and breathless. I must remember to take things very slowly and not rush myself.
I am beginning to feel guilty though about not doing my share around the house - especially when it comes to washing up. Loading and unloading the dishwasher is awkard for me and I find lifting or reaching for things difficult. I don't want to appear lazy - Roz has a lot on her plate already with the 4 kids.
Had a surprise visit from a friend later in the afternoon - and a present of a bag of lychees. Yummy.
I also got a phone call from the family meet (Ship of Fools) which raised my spirits somewhat.
I must rest tonight.