Why me?

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Date: 31 December 1969 23:59:59

Ok - why is it that when my faith is low, when I can't pray, when I feel that there is nothing there and God is distant; why is is that I find myself in charge of prayer initiatives for church?

I mean - I went to the DCC intending to ensure I was kept away from things and not delegated roles in my absence (despite sabbatical).

Then - it came up. And people looked at me and before I could take control of my mouth I was saying OK I'll be "consultant".

And before I realised my mouth had been taken over I was saying "I think we should have a half night of prayer"

It was me - but not me

Said things were weird