Categories: uncategorized
Date: 31 December 1969 23:59:59
Just when I thought it couldn't get any worse...
Now signed off sick again - this time for 2 weeks. But I'm w*rking cos of handover (silly me) and I've brought forward leaving date (silly me) and I though I could negotiate (silly me).
Boss got annoyed when I gave her sick note "oh it's come back" she said - "never went away" said I. Later calls me in "or a quiet chat" and has a go at me about my attitude. OK so I have been a moody cow, I have been upset, I have been angry, and yes I have told people exactly how I feel - for goodness sake I'm depressed. But that was wrong of me - should not have said anything about it to anyone I w*rk with. (When I told landlady she just said "well you have to remember you can be abbrasive" Ummmm, thanks - don't I know it)
Anyway desk almost cleared and most things handed over this afternoon. I still have to go in tomorrow - why I've no idea. I am on sick so why should I do them a favour? They haven't done me any over the past couple of months.
Fog around anything God shaped got a lot thicker - can't see anything at all now.
Not sure if I can take much more of this - but then that would be giving in to those who want to see me fail. I may not be a success but i don't give up on life that easy - the fight is on.