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Date: 31 December 1969 23:59:59
Woke up and the wind was howling round my attic. I could hear it whistling through the loft space and felt the cold drafts flowing between there to the french windows at the other end of the room.
Got up and padded to the bathroom. Realised it was snowing. The problem with snow is that it settles on the sloping velux windows so you can't look out. It also acts as a blind shutting out light.
Went back to bed and didn't wake up again until gone midday. By then the sun was shining and the snow had melted. But it has come back and settled again, and is still falling. The view from the french windows is now grey and the roof is white. I don't plan to go out.
Last night was really bad - the depression was worse than I've known it for a very long time. I sorted out the insomnia with some Sominex so I did eventually get to sleep but then left me groggy and drowsy most of today.
God I want my life back - that's if you get round to listening to me.