That crept up on me all unexpected-like

Categories: life, decisions

Date: 07 April 2010 13:15:52

Amidst the on-going church angsts, which I think are on hold for a bit now, the employment angsts, which I'm now philosophical about, and will make the best of the situation as it is, and the "Does anyone have any idea yet what Japes wants to be when she grows up?" angst which is not actually my angst, but the one that swirls around when concerned friends are in the vicinity... there is the Major Life Changing Decision Process, which has it's final official discussion coming up next week. Eek!! I didn't think it was due until May!!

However, having got over the initial shock, and rearranged my coming week a bit, I find I'm actually looking forwards to getting this next bit of process under way now, so I can get on with things without this underlying feeling of being in limbo all the time, and seem to have gathered up some energy from somewhere to get on with my life again!!

So, I've had a glorious couple of days doing piano practice, and going for long walks, and reading interesting books, and putting a CV together, and reviewing finances.. (that's not been glorious, but it's not as horrid as I thought it was going to be).

At some point, I ought to break the habit of a life time, and go and do some gardening. Oh woe is me. But, it looks like rain, so I will leave it for now!! Again!!