Date: 28 February 2010 15:15:54
and finally admitted my parish church is not where I want to be every Sunday. There is nothing wrong with it at all, in fact, I would recommend it if it's the kind of church you're looking for, but I just didn't want to be there. I didn't feel any sense of being able to fit in there, or being a part of it after a couple of months. It took two months for anyone to even ask my name.
So, as I'd had a conversation about playing somewhere on a regular, but not every week basis, I went there to suss it out... and immediately felt comfortable.
Given the job situation, which I thought was about to be resolved has gone base over apex again, this could be very welcome as a small form of income, as well as a good church!!
I am utterly furious that a job for which I've applied and handed in a completed application form, actually doesn't exist, as it should've been advertised as two smaller part time jobs, not one almost full time job - investigations are under way as to what went wrong, but I'm beginning to wonder if I really do want to work in this environment after all. Or if God is trying to tell me something!