Categories: not-well
Date: 09 October 2009 16:15:47
Temperature was messing about, body aching, sheer bone-deep tiredness not shaken off for days, so what did I do all day yesterday? That's right, I was foolish and worked. Physically hard, all day.
Today, I have paid the penalty, been off work, and have cancelled tomorrow's activities, just to be on the safe side. I have stayed in and kept warm, essentials were delivered about an hour ago, and I really have shut and bolted the doors to all comers now.
I think, on top of the stressful events of last weekend, and some reactions setting in, there's also a deep, deep need to be in my own space, with my own things, and to be ordering my life in ways that work for me. It's a bit of a "So near, and yet so far" stage at the moment. Things are set to fall into place very nicely in six or so weeks time, but could so easily not.
So, today has just been about sleeping, eating, relaxing, and doing as little as possible. As will tomorrow, and probably Monday.