Categories: decisions, friends, it-hurts
Date: 14 June 2009 16:38:44
Góðan dag to my visitor from Iceland. I have had a fascinating time reading about the Icelandic language as I looked for an appropriate greeting. Though, I have spent most of the afternoon in sleep mode rather than looking for Icelandic greetings. Church is going to be somewhat difficult for the next few weeks, and I was grateful I was the organist this morning, and thus thoroughly occupied. Thing is, the next few weeks are just going to have to be got through, and I can't make it any easier for people who don't understand why I'm moving away, when I should've been here for another few years yet. I can't do any more than explain what it's not about... especially when I can't say what I'm moving to, because I don't know yet. Especially when I can't commit to anything other than a job that keeps body and soul together, and a roof over my head. There's so much I can't do for the next year....But, at the moment, there are still three possible options that may yield the right job and place for now!! I'd quite like one of them to become clear, sooner rather than later. I think reaction set in about an hour ago! I've been cool, calm and collected publicly for days now, telling people, dealing patiently with questions, and e-mails, assuring lots of people "It's not your fault." But today... I don't want to be keeping that front up right now, and have retreated back into my corner.