Categories: church, decisions, work
Date: 02 February 2009 22:48:16
I am never putting myself through that one again. Working in a visual and creative way with someone who doesn't, that is.
Creative liturgical events are great things to be involved in, but only when there are more people than me who can think visually, think practically, and not panic when the technicals go a little awry. Trying to run a music rehearsal, and be the one who had all the practical answers was also a bad plan.
However, 'tis done, and I slept the sleep of the justly weary once it was all done, and I had been delivered safely home with all my bags of gubbins that I'd slowly taken to church in three separate journeys on foot.
Today, I should've tackled a pile of neglected chores and tasks, but decided I was still weary, for as well as a heavy work load, there was also much stuff going on behind the scenes of my life... and I was waiting for a couple of decisions to be made about some timing of various things.
It now seems, with a little negotiation, (I feel the Diplomatic Services may have been a missed vocation) what I wanted to happen in the way of who knows what before anyone else, is going to happen as I would like it to. In an open, honest way, rather than an evasive one likely to create hassle! As well as leaving me feeling under a lot of pressure to be quiet about stuff I actually need to talk about, but feel I can't at the moment. Confused? Me, too!
But, in the meantime, I feel kind of cheated out of an unexpected day off, because I was already going to have a planned one from an educational establishment that is having a seasonal weather-related closed day tomorrow. I'm not needed until after half term, so have my Tuesday afternoons free until nearly the end of February now!
Now, I'm going to have an early night! What do you mean, 22.47 isn't early? It is in Japes-land!