Date: 25 October 2011 16:44:34
It's been a bizarre day.
I've been in the oddest of moods, since late yesterday afternoon, for the silliest of reasons, which has sent me into a spiral of panic. (All over a dress! Told you it was silly.)
I'm also cross because I've been waiting in all day for someone to come and do the final job before I can get on with mine, and I could have done with using today doing practical things to work out this odd mood.
I think reaction also has set in about having a piano. It signifies something I'd not really realised, and I'm scared all over again.
Letting people into my life again is scary too.
But, I'll be OK soon!