Categories: life
Date: 27 February 2011 20:34:42
as in returning to a more normal work routine tomorrow, after a month of doing things slightly differently. We shall see what happens.
I think it's also safe to risk beginning to move out of my corner at church again. The triggers that were making me cry seem to have subsided. (I managed to sing "All Creatures of our God and King" this morning with no problem.. but that might have been because I was more annoyed at cutting the final three verses and leaving it as a nice hymn with all the pretty bits of Creation, but not the suffering and death bits. Which missed the point of the original "Canticle of the Creatures" entirely. OK, I know it's long at seven verses... but they are necessary!) I'm seeming to be less angry about being in church, and less inclined to keep all the barricades up. I'm still not inclined to get involved in anything other than going to church on Sundays, but that's mostly because once work is up and running again I can't guaranteed I'll be back for the one evening thing (once a month) I might be interested in, and the other two things I would have considered are day time. Also they only seem to be day time in term time, so they don't run when I'm around anyway....
I seem to be resuming normal musical service, as in playing my keyboard most days, just for fun.